Just so you know

Before i start writing, i would just like to clarify some things. Im not some vain narcissist who blogs about everything and anything, im doing for the sake of a certain reason.

Anyway, Tuesdays has got to be one of my most hectic day of the week, or probably this tuesday anyway. We had sports day rehearsal which required us to stand under the scorching hot sun until the ceremony was over. JN ( dont want to mention names here) told me she felt slightly dizzy and soon after i noticed her lips started to turn white. Oh no, she's gonna faint. right so insisted that she rest and escorted her out of the marching line. She was pretty faint by then. Her eyes looked like they were literally poping out soon and she stared blankly into the air, she sort of looked like a person who was demon possessed, i was pretty freaked out. Her whole face turn white and she was wobbly. We sat her down and fanned her. Even the guy who came to help was freaked out by her blank stare, i could tell. At one point i thought we had to call the ambulance. She finally responded and looked better after sitting down. The irony was she ate a pretty full breakfast and i didnt and i felt fine lol. So i spent the rest of the day teasing her and re-enacting how she looked like and told her that she had the potential to act in a horror movie. so after staying for maching until 4, i left for chem tuition. my goodness. why is chemistry so freaking hard, it is so much more complicating than what we learnt in form4 and 5, and i thought that was hard. pfft, who was i kidding. form 6 chem is more to the technical side, which is really tough. Well after every chem tuition, my brain is fried, and if that isnt bad enough, i have maths tuition straight after that, and after that my brain is toasted.

Wednesday, well nothing much happened today. except during our weekly colloqium meeting. It was the agm today and they elected the new BOD. i was just sitting casually and suddenly someone suggested my name and poof, im the new assistant secretary. how much more random can you get. ugh everyone knows that being the secretary is very tedious but for the sake of co curriculum marks, i didnt reject. as if my life isnt depressing enough already.

im so freaking dark right now, thanks to the hours and days spent under the hot sun marching. i could pass off as a orang asli. everytime i bump into my friends they'd say : "melanie, you seriously got darker" like 5 or 6 times. my sis even said i look like a myanmar worker ugh. i hope sports day is over and done with.