just WOW..i cant believe it..is this for real?
is this some big joke?
im just so shocked and dissapointed.
out of all my friends..i least expected you to be one..
i had no idea that things were like that.
and i have to ask you first for you to tell me.
did you know i would react like this and therefore you decided to tell it to me face to face?
and i thought you were miss goody two shoes.i mean you're really nice and you're a great friend and all but i guess all that comes with something else.
this is just too much to handle.
how did it become like this.
im so traumatized im in a state of shock.
im so disturbed i cant even sleep now.
and i dont think this disturbing thoughts or images will be going away anytime soon.
its just haunting me.
you know maybe part of it was my fault.for not warning you and stopping you.
but i didnt know that things would turn out to be this way.
but then again who am i to judge you anyway.i dont have the right to.
maybe i dont know you as well as i think i do.
things are just so awkward now.
as much as i dont want to i look at you differently now.
i wish i could look at you like i did last time but i really just cant.
this changes everything doesnt it?
your decision changes everything.it will never go back like it used to be then.
i just hope you take this as a self-discovery process and maybe hopefully it NEVER happens again.
and i hope you dont get too involve in it and that you snap out of it as fast as you can.
it really sucks seeing you become like this.
i feel really weird, guilty and sad seeing you make that decision.
im not discriminating you but its just pure wrong.
so i hope you learn something from this and know your mistakes and never do it again.
im just speechless beyond words.
i guess you can never judge a book by its cover.
