Okay..i am officially old

why must time fly so fast?

I wish i could turn back time..

i really miss the old days..the days when i was 3-14..

everything was less complicated then..

everyone was so innocent..not knowing what the future lies ahead of them

I realize when you are older..thats when you start realizing that time passes really fast

and thats when you really start to appreciate time..

Well..thanks everyone for the birthday whishes and hugs..

i really appreciate it..

Happy Bitter 16th birthday to me

how pathetic..lol

4 Jasmin Drama competition pics..

Ps: ALL the pics can be enlarged..so click on it

proposing to nabilah..ahah

she actually cried cause le on "died"..

he ressurected..lol

supposedly the masaleh..but looks like more like a girl..haha=X

hair flinging or booty shaking?

whack ass

the happy family

Although im not in this class..but it seems like a fun enough class to be in..

sometimes i really regret not going in to arts stream cause science stream is just so stressful..

plus the teachers there are very demanding.." you are in 4A..top students of Taman Sea..i expect more from you..since you are smart students..more work for you..i expect you to follow my way or not zero marks for you..no problem rite?4A is a smart class..*teacher shows one example for a ques* like kacang rite? is it too easy for you.waiting for the next ques? im still stuggling at the first ques and i look up..10 more diff ques..garr..

Watched Marley and Me yesterday
Marley is so cute but yet very naughty..
Owen Wilson and Jennifer Aniston looks good together..
well..anyone looks good with jennifer





Its about a couple getting a dog which they came to know is very naughty but they still love him
after having kids they find it harder to tolerate marley but they worked it out eventually

Marley started having problems with his health
he wasnt so active after that
the whole family was sad..they kept crying
thats when i started crying too..like for 15 minutes..oh god





And he died..
its a true story though


Went to Desa Park City later at night..
its a pretty cool place..about 1-2 acres?
there is a big lake there,a playground..big pavements for cycling and walking
and i really like the man-made stream..its so nice
you can put your legs inside there


There is also a row of shops there..something like a open-concept mini-mall
its call the waterfront..cause its facing the lake


Theres also a really nice housing area surrounding the park..
saw alot of people taking their children and dogs for a walk
I really would like to go there to cycle..someone take me there..with my bicycle..lol

How could you not tell me such a big thing
dont i matter anymore

what if i didnt go online
would you have left me in the dark

all that comes to your head first is him
everything is him

you used to tell me first
at least big important things
but not anymore

is it so hard just to send one msg
1 cent

do i have to find you everyday so you would tell me such things happened
or not you wouldnt bother telling me

and i do care..
but what do you want me to do
you told me 10 hours after the incident

are we going to fade away just like that
if you want that to happen then i cant do anything
although it is against my will

dont drift away too far
cause if you do
im afraid it will be hard for me to find you back again

Continued from the previous post..

Okay..so David came out and the whole amphitheater was going mad..the screams was just indescribable..the air was electrified..he waved and smiled and started singing A Little Too Not Over You..Touch My Hand..Dont Let Go..Crush




im just a little too not over youuuu






he came to our side about 4 times..



touch my handdd







I couldnt believe my eyes..sometimes i would ask myself.is that really david? am i dreaming? but obviously not..since that mad sakai beside me was screaming into my ears..but i had no time to waste though..i had to capture that moment..so i was like zoom..focus..click..non stop clicking the button..but i did take time to enjoy him performing and the atmosphere at that time..the interaction between the crowd...he's really cuter in real life than on screen..thats for sure..






After singing Crush..he went backstage..i thought he wasnt going to sing anymore..then what would the piano be there for?lol..so he did come out..he talked abit..then he started playing a thousand miles..he played and sang it
very well..he sang Angels after that and that was it..it all happened and ended so fast..






I was told to stay back at the amphitheatre after that..someone will then bring us to see David and get his autograph..so i was sitting there and then suddenly this tv3 camera crew came to me..placed the mic in front of me..rolled the camera and that was it..one of the biggest humiliation of my life..he asked me some stupid question: do you like David Arhculeta? ( of course i like him or not what the hell would i be doing here) but obviously i didnt say that..i was totally stunted that time so i didnt knew what i was saying..i managed to splurt out yes..i love david..then he asked what would you like to say to david..i only remember saying david i love you please come back here we welcome you bla bla bla something like that..thank god serena was beside me so at least i wasnt alone..i just hope they dont play that on tv..i sounded like some desperate crazy fan girl shouting with some weird english accent..

Jess and Wei Hong were chased away by the security guards since they werent the top 20 winners from the digi Trivia contest..so i waited and waited..then finally some lady ask us to go up to the stage and line up there before we could go in backstage..so my mind was blank that time..how could it not be..i finally get to see david face to face..a table away..not from a freaking screen..i couldnt think straight that time..i was so nervous..the feeling of anticipation was all over me..

Then the lady said..ok..you can go see david backstage now..so i walked..it was kinda cool being backstage..we werent allowed to take pics sadly....before it was my turn..i could see david signing..i almost died there..he was eating when he was signing..it was so cute when he was chewing..so then came my turn..i was so nervous..i didnt know what to say..i tried to sound calm and casual..and i said hey david..and he was like Hey!! sounding all perky and friendly.. i handed him the lyrics booklet..and he signed it for me..he's really white..he literally glows..like edward cullen..and he's taller than me..about 170cm..after he signed for me..i reached out my hand to shake hands with him cause i thought i saw the girl before me shook his hands..but she didnt..i probably was halucinating..he didnt see me my hands at first..then he was like Oh!! he laughed abit..shook my hands..and i swear to you he was looking at me straight into the eye and smiling at me..i was expecting a lousy handshake from him but it wasnt..his handshake was firm and strong..i mean even his handshake is "hot"..i was already dead by that time..david touched my hand..woohoo..bluek =P.After that i went out..i realized that i was still holding the note i was supposed to pass to him..how stupid of me..i guess everything just stopped when i was in front of him..

my autographed lyrics booklet

Met up with jess and wei hong after that..i passed the note to serena to pass it to david..i hope she remembers..
walked out through the elephant walk..this crazy wei hong kept singing davids song but he changed the lyrics to his own version..already panting still want to sing..haih..then when we were at the entrance gate of the elephant walk..there were a bunch of crazy fan girls outside waiting for david to come out..i think they didnt get to enter the showcase since the gates were closed at 2..they asked jess some questions about david and whether did she get his autograph..she said i didnt..but she did..then she looked at me and pointed at me..then suddenly 15 pairs of eager eyes were looking at me as if they were waiting to pounce on me..i was crowded by them..they kept asking is david cute..and bla bla bla..they were begging me to show them the autograph so i had to agree..i took it out and they started screaming..omg..your so lucky..how did you get it..can i take a picture of it..i said sure..i bet you they will claim it as theirs and show it off to other people..those 2 bitches behind was singing..laughing and mocking me..grr..one girl said i feel like snatching this away from you now..i was like hahaha..no way and i quickly put it back to my bag and ciao..thanks to this miss jesslyn over here for exposing me..


Walked to sunway pyramid after that to eat dinner..since this jesslyn didnt eat since morning..went to mcd..she was so hungry she finished most of the fries..lol..walked around after that..


candid


view of sunway lagoon at night


Went back home after that..

One of the few things i regret was not joining the pre showcase fan gathering..i thought it was just a waste of time..but it backfired on me..david gave a surprise visit..all the fans got his autograph..personal pic with him and they get to chit chat with him for a bit..and another thing is i should have gave him some scrapbook or something so he would remember his trip here..and i should have stayed back at the amphitheatre..he came out and came to the seating area and took a group pic with the fans there..sigh..well..nothing can be done now..


After tomorrow..it would be a week since the showcase..it felt like it happened just yesterday..time flies really fast..i miss entering contest to win the tics..i miss waiting for david to come..although it was fustrating but it was kinda fun..i miss the anticipation..now theres nothing to look forward to now..i miss david alot..i miss everything that happened on april 11 =(



Bye david..come back real soon..




We're gonna miss you alot!

Went to David Archuleta showcase on Sat.
Jess picked me, my sis and wei hong to sunway elephant walk
arrived there about 10:30


the crowd when we reached there

I saw Li Ean and Ruth there with their other friends..
i cant believe they came earlier than me..i thought they were just saying it..lol

the "aunties" haha

After like 10 minutes standing under the sun waiting in line..this wei hong already start complaining..
i never seen a guy complain so much about standing under the sun before as he calls himself "prince charming"..bluek =D
he went and hide himself under the tress to avoid the sun and he ended up being 4 places behind because people thought no one was standing there.lol

the pork chop and lamb chop

Me and jess were just roaming around..standing under the shade
we didnt really bother to que up because we got VIP tics so there were places secured for us
i was just looking at people coming in and then i saw a green savvy..and i saw the car plate no..
and it was danell lee's car..lol

i told jess and she was like screaming there..
we followed him to the carpark
he even asked hey..what are you guys doing here..he remembers jess..
being an ex pinkie..jess wanted to take a pic with him but he said sorry..im late for rehearsal..maybe later ok?


but obviously there was no later..haha
anyways while she was talking to him..i was busy snapping away pics of him..felt like some paparazzi..
he even looked at me..guess he's use to it.



After that..we were just walking around waiting for time to past..
being a vip isnt as easy as you think..its really confusing..some people say you dont need to line up..some say the gates for vip will only be open at 2..i was really confused..and then finally..some lady..david's organizer or p.a in malaysia asked us to stand by the side..she was really nice compared to the useless guards..espcially the one with the sunglasses..the gates were open at 12:30..by that time the line was already 1-2km long

Since i was a vip ( i love saying this =D) we get to go in straight without lining up or going through the bag-check procedure..
me and jess were taking our own sweet grandfather time while everyone was rushing and running downhill to get to the amphitheater for good seats..it was kinda funny..
even "prince charming" was running..so fast he couldnt stop..he was like aiyo..i cannot stop..i cannot stop..lmao
there were this 2 malay girls running and the security guard said adik, jangan lari..nanti jatuh..then they replied..bukan lari..sedang berjogging..hahah..see the desperateness?

Went in the amphitheater..we were the first few ones to enter the VIP C section..got pretty good seats..about 15 feet away from the stage?
i was so thristy i had to buy water eventhough it was RM3 per bottle..cut-throat price..
if i knew that vip's dont need to go through bag check i wouldnt have drink my water and ate that whole packet of nips..grrr..jess even wasted it by watering the plants..lol

while waiting..

notice something yellow?on the right..ehem

and wating..

me and the bitch =)

talked to some david fans there..i even made some new friends with AAM-ers..
i could feel pairs of eyes looking at me as i was wearing the vip tag..
Faq's on that day..even after that day i was also bombarded with all this questions
"how did you get the vip?"
"you're so lucky"
"can you please lend me your tag?" (no way man)

after waiting for 3 and a half hours..the show finally started..

there were about 6000 people in the amphitheater..
there were only suppose to be 3000 but digi wanted to make profit so they kept selling tics
the first opening act was by Hao Ren


he's not bad actually..he has some pretty cool dance moves
followed by Alif then danell

and as everyone know..david was next..everyone was screaming like mad..the sound of screams was louder than the thunder..i was practically going deaf..espcially when that fella beside me kept screaming



before david came out..ehem

to be continued....