Just so you know

How could you not tell me such a big thing
dont i matter anymore

what if i didnt go online
would you have left me in the dark

all that comes to your head first is him
everything is him

you used to tell me first
at least big important things
but not anymore

is it so hard just to send one msg
1 cent

do i have to find you everyday so you would tell me such things happened
or not you wouldnt bother telling me

and i do care..
but what do you want me to do
you told me 10 hours after the incident

are we going to fade away just like that
if you want that to happen then i cant do anything
although it is against my will

dont drift away too far
cause if you do
im afraid it will be hard for me to find you back again