Just so you know

So it's 11pm, exactly one hour before i turn 19. I dont know what to feel. 19 would be my last year as a teen forever. Time flies. I wish i could go back to my pre-school days where life was like being in a bubble, always blissfully happy.

Something is missing this birthday. something big. a void.

生日快乐
我对自己说 　　
蜡烛点了 　　
寂寞亮了