Just so you know

Been sleeping in front of teacher the whole day
i think they saw..aiks
slept late last night..and didnt have enough sleep..
plus..the weather today was sooo nice and cold..

what you thought was once already strong and stable
could just shatter like that
what took years to build could just be broken by someone
how could we be so easily jeopardized?so easily taken over and drifted away

on the surface..i might seem normal
but im not..
i have to act like everything is alright when it is so not..
i dont tell anyone because they dont understand
and yet..i have to be tough
to face another day of my life