The list is out and i didnt fucking get the tickets.

It was my only hope to fall back onto in case i didnt manage to win any tickets.

Im gonna fall back into depression now.

Tah.

Big City :)

Today was the first time i went to the Big City, Kuala Lumpur all by myself.

After enquiring about colleges and courses at the Annual Facon Education Fair, i took a walk out to the KLCC park.

The Petronas Twin Towers

KLCC Park

Despite the crowd, it was serene and beautiful, calming in a way.

There's something about that place that reminds me of New Zealand. It's probably because I dont come to this place often therefore it feels like its my first time here, just like how i felt everywhere i went when i was in New Zealand.

I guess i feel more matured now. Going around places alone, making life-altering decisions alone. It's time to grow up now.

The End

Today not only marks the end of spm for some of us, but it also marks the end of high school life, the end of a phase in life.

Relieved? Yes Happy? maybe. Sad? Definitely.

Today was the last day in school for some of us, last time of wearing the uniform, last time of walking in the school as a student, last time of just chilling out and hanging around school, last time eating the canteen food.

For some of us, we'd be more than glad to leave school.But for me, as much as i hate school, i still love it.I think we all have a love-hate relationship with the school.The school may be a pain in the ass sometimes, but it was the place where happy and sad moments took place.The place where we met friends that we would keep and cherish for life.A place where we learnt and experiment with new things.

A place that we grew up in. A place that will always be a part of us.

5 Angsana class of 2009/2010

I never regretted entering this class. Although there was always constant pressure from the teachers as this was the "first science class" it was one hell of a fun class. We were always up to somthing. 5 Angsana taught me alot in life and I will never my forget my journey with them.

Goodbye High School.

pure stress

Sigh.Trials is just around the corner and im totally stressed out. Talking is one thing but doing something about it is another.

Why is it so hard to concentrate? i know the consequences if i dont. but yet, im not putting my whole effort into it.

Why cant i study like when i studied for pmr and did well. Do i lack motivation? Am i giving up? Have i lost hope? Or am i just pure lazy..

I wish life was easier.

I want to do well.But now that just seems like it is only a dream.

I just hope that the spm papers wont get lost or something because my trial results are messed up.maybe im just being pessimistic.but its pointing to that direction anyway.

All that's left has gone away and there's nothing left to prove

BOO.

I missed blogging.

So i shall SPAM my blog.

No one will see this anyway.

Damn Pn Khairiah and her Karangans

Giving me sleepless nights

If i have eyebags its all your fault!

Im talking to myself

How creepy is that?

*cricket sound*

Ok Buh bye

SEE YOU =D

Lets blog about cell !

michelle's new house is finally ready..its So awesome..although i kinda miss the old house..

her oh-so-awesome rooftop garden.

best place to stalk people

syin liii

michelle and amelia

mun ho and jun ho

i was bored

the family room

water feature

living room

love the sensor lights at the stairs


KL skyline

and lastly my fav shot of michelle's hamster-spam!

just WOW..i cant believe it..is this for real?
is this some big joke?
im just so shocked and dissapointed.
out of all my friends..i least expected you to be one..
i had no idea that things were like that.
and i have to ask you first for you to tell me.
did you know i would react like this and therefore you decided to tell it to me face to face?
and i thought you were miss goody two shoes.i mean you're really nice and you're a great friend and all but i guess all that comes with something else.
this is just too much to handle.
how did it become like this.
im so traumatized im in a state of shock.
im so disturbed i cant even sleep now.
and i dont think this disturbing thoughts or images will be going away anytime soon.
its just haunting me.
you know maybe part of it was my fault.for not warning you and stopping you.
but i didnt know that things would turn out to be this way.
but then again who am i to judge you anyway.i dont have the right to.
maybe i dont know you as well as i think i do.
things are just so awkward now.
as much as i dont want to i look at you differently now.
i wish i could look at you like i did last time but i really just cant.
this changes everything doesnt it?
your decision changes everything.it will never go back like it used to be then.
i just hope you take this as a self-discovery process and maybe hopefully it NEVER happens again.
and i hope you dont get too involve in it and that you snap out of it as fast as you can.
it really sucks seeing you become like this.
i feel really weird, guilty and sad seeing you make that decision.
im not discriminating you but its just pure wrong.

so i hope you learn something from this and know your mistakes and never do it again.

im just speechless beyond words.
i guess you can never judge a book by its cover.