Why is it so hard for me to grasp the fact that I'm no longer that person to you

So it's 11pm, exactly one hour before i turn 19. I dont know what to feel. 19 would be my last year as a teen forever. Time flies. I wish i could go back to my pre-school days where life was like being in a bubble, always blissfully happy.

Something is missing this birthday. something big. a void.

生日快乐
我对自己说 　　
蜡烛点了 　　
寂寞亮了

Writing, like music, enables one to express their feelings and convey their emotions. It is a powerful tool that is able to impact and influence one's thought and perception. Photography is no exception.

Writing, music, and photography are my best friends now.

What happened along the way? how did it end up like this..

A feeling of nostalgia is surging through me. I miss everything that was from the past. Life seemed so much more carefree compared to life now and it certainly isn't getting any easier. Those moments are never coming back again. What's left are only memories...

the song that im currently stuck to. I love tyler ward's acoustic covers, they're so heartfelt. and of course, cody simpson looks cuter now heh, and his voice got deeper,he sounds less gay now lol.

cant wait for the full version to come out

Updates!

Well we had to carry out a mandatory bio experiment which we will be graded for and the worst thing is it involves cutting potatoes. Cutting isnt exactly my strength. I had to get practice at home first because we have a limited time on the actual day itself and this was how it turned out

it actually wasnt that bad when i practiced at home but on the actual day itself, i freaked out.

As i mentioned earlier, we were given a time frame of around 15 mins to cut 15 strips of potato measuring 5cmX 0.5cm each. i was nervous and rushing for time, i started hyperventilating. my hands were practically shaking. i couldnt even manage the speed and efficiency as how i practiced the night before. So somehow or rather i had to get the job done although my readings wouldnt be accurate but then again, nothing is perfect.

the potato strips in different concentrations of sucrose solution.

while i was waiting for the strips to react with the solution, i started cleaning up. while i was about the dispose my evidence ( the amount of potato i wasted) pn yip caught me red handed, well literally. of all times she had to take a picture of me trying to get rid of my evidence grr

"caught red handed"

Frankly speaking., i feel kinda bad for the potatoes. oh well