Just so you know

2011-12-30T08:49:00.000-08:00

What happened along the way? how did it end up like this..

2011-08-15T08:53:00.000-07:00

A feeling of nostalgia is surging through me. I miss everything that was from the past. Life seemed so much more carefree compared to life now and it certainly isn't getting any easier. Those moments are never coming back again. What's left are only memories...

2011-07-24T00:26:00.000-07:00

the song that im currently stuck to. I love tyler ward's acoustic covers, they're so heartfelt. and of course, cody simpson looks cuter now heh, and his voice got deeper,he sounds less gay now lol.

cant wait for the full version to come out

2011-07-22T22:20:00.000-07:00

Updates!

Well we had to carry out a mandatory bio experiment which we will be graded for and the worst thing is it involves cutting potatoes. Cutting isnt exactly my strength. I had to get practice at home first because we have a limited time on the actual day itself and this was how it turned out

it actually wasnt that bad when i practiced at home but on the actual day itself, i freaked out.

As i mentioned earlier, we were given a time frame of around 15 mins to cut 15 strips of potato measuring 5cmX 0.5cm each. i was nervous and rushing for time, i started hyperventilating. my hands were practically shaking. i couldnt even manage the speed and efficiency as how i practiced the night before. So somehow or rather i had to get the job done although my readings wouldnt be accurate but then again, nothing is perfect.

the potato strips in different concentrations of sucrose solution.

while i was waiting for the strips to react with the solution, i started cleaning up. while i was about the dispose my evidence ( the amount of potato i wasted) pn yip caught me red handed, well literally. of all times she had to take a picture of me trying to get rid of my evidence grr

"caught red handed"

Frankly speaking., i feel kinda bad for the potatoes. oh well

2011-07-13T05:51:00.000-07:00

Before i start writing, i would just like to clarify some things. Im not some vain narcissist who blogs about everything and anything, im doing for the sake of a certain reason.

Anyway, Tuesdays has got to be one of my most hectic day of the week, or probably this tuesday anyway. We had sports day rehearsal which required us to stand under the scorching hot sun until the ceremony was over. JN ( dont want to mention names here) told me she felt slightly dizzy and soon after i noticed her lips started to turn white. Oh no, she's gonna faint. right so insisted that she rest and escorted her out of the marching line. She was pretty faint by then. Her eyes looked like they were literally poping out soon and she stared blankly into the air, she sort of looked like a person who was demon possessed, i was pretty freaked out. Her whole face turn white and she was wobbly. We sat her down and fanned her. Even the guy who came to help was freaked out by her blank stare, i could tell. At one point i thought we had to call the ambulance. She finally responded and looked better after sitting down. The irony was she ate a pretty full breakfast and i didnt and i felt fine lol. So i spent the rest of the day teasing her and re-enacting how she looked like and told her that she had the potential to act in a horror movie. so after staying for maching until 4, i left for chem tuition. my goodness. why is chemistry so freaking hard, it is so much more complicating than what we learnt in form4 and 5, and i thought that was hard. pfft, who was i kidding. form 6 chem is more to the technical side, which is really tough. Well after every chem tuition, my brain is fried, and if that isnt bad enough, i have maths tuition straight after that, and after that my brain is toasted.

Wednesday, well nothing much happened today. except during our weekly colloqium meeting. It was the agm today and they elected the new BOD. i was just sitting casually and suddenly someone suggested my name and poof, im the new assistant secretary. how much more random can you get. ugh everyone knows that being the secretary is very tedious but for the sake of co curriculum marks, i didnt reject. as if my life isnt depressing enough already.

im so freaking dark right now, thanks to the hours and days spent under the hot sun marching. i could pass off as a orang asli. everytime i bump into my friends they'd say : "melanie, you seriously got darker" like 5 or 6 times. my sis even said i look like a myanmar worker ugh. i hope sports day is over and done with.

2011-07-10T00:07:00.000-07:00

Well hello blog! back to talking to myself again, feels kinda weird now, considering the fact that i sort of abandoned this blog.

Oh well, today is a sunday. and like every other ordinary sunday, i went to to church. Today the church invited Rev Kim Sung Hae South Korea, wife of Pastor Cho who is the senior pastor of Full Gospel church in korea, the largest church in the world boasting tens of thousands of members. She had a really thick accent so i couldnt catch what she was preaching most of the time but anyway she seemed like an influential lady.

My comp blacked out AGAIN, because my sisters overused it so here i am at Old Town in the newly opened Ss2 mall. A very nice and well planned open-concept mall i must say. the only thing missing is a much needed cinema!!

i know its weird but here's me saying HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII =D with my kaya toast.

ps: imy. hope you enjoyed the show

2011-03-14T22:06:00.001-07:00

The list is out and i didnt fucking get the tickets.

It was my only hope to fall back onto in case i didnt manage to win any tickets.

Im gonna fall back into depression now.

Tah.

Big City :)

2011-03-13T01:11:00.001-08:00

Today was the first time i went to the Big City, Kuala Lumpur all by myself.

After enquiring about colleges and courses at the Annual Facon Education Fair, i took a walk out to the KLCC park.

The Petronas Twin Towers

KLCC Park

Despite the crowd, it was serene and beautiful, calming in a way.

There's something about that place that reminds me of New Zealand. It's probably because I dont come to this place often therefore it feels like its my first time here, just like how i felt everywhere i went when i was in New Zealand.

I guess i feel more matured now. Going around places alone, making life-altering decisions alone. It's time to grow up now.

The End

2010-12-09T01:53:00.000-08:00

Today not only marks the end of spm for some of us, but it also marks the end of high school life, the end of a phase in life.

Relieved? Yes Happy? maybe. Sad? Definitely.

Today was the last day in school for some of us, last time of wearing the uniform, last time of walking in the school as a student, last time of just chilling out and hanging around school, last time eating the canteen food.

For some of us, we'd be more than glad to leave school.But for me, as much as i hate school, i still love it.I think we all have a love-hate relationship with the school.The school may be a pain in the ass sometimes, but it was the place where happy and sad moments took place.The place where we met friends that we would keep and cherish for life.A place where we learnt and experiment with new things.

A place that we grew up in. A place that will always be a part of us.

5 Angsana class of 2009/2010

I never regretted entering this class. Although there was always constant pressure from the teachers as this was the "first science class" it was one hell of a fun class. We were always up to somthing. 5 Angsana taught me alot in life and I will never my forget my journey with them.

Goodbye High School.

pure stress

2010-09-14T10:41:00.000-07:00

Sigh.Trials is just around the corner and im totally stressed out. Talking is one thing but doing something about it is another.

Why is it so hard to concentrate? i know the consequences if i dont. but yet, im not putting my whole effort into it.

Why cant i study like when i studied for pmr and did well. Do i lack motivation? Am i giving up? Have i lost hope? Or am i just pure lazy..

I wish life was easier.

I want to do well.But now that just seems like it is only a dream.

I just hope that the spm papers wont get lost or something because my trial results are messed up.maybe im just being pessimistic.but its pointing to that direction anyway.

All that's left has gone away and there's nothing left to prove

2010-07-28T12:44:00.000-07:00

BOO.

I missed blogging.

So i shall SPAM my blog.

No one will see this anyway.

Damn Pn Khairiah and her Karangans

Giving me sleepless nights

If i have eyebags its all your fault!

Im talking to myself

How creepy is that?

*cricket sound*

Ok Buh bye

SEE YOU =D

2010-04-18T00:45:00.000-07:00

Lets blog about cell !

michelle's new house is finally ready..its So awesome..although i kinda miss the old house..

her oh-so-awesome rooftop garden.

best place to stalk people

syin liii

michelle and amelia

mun ho and jun ho

i was bored

the family room

water feature

living room

love the sensor lights at the stairs

KL skyline

and lastly my fav shot of michelle's hamster-spam!

2010-04-12T10:49:00.000-07:00

just WOW..i cant believe it..is this for real?
is this some big joke?
im just so shocked and dissapointed.
out of all my friends..i least expected you to be one..
i had no idea that things were like that.
and i have to ask you first for you to tell me.
did you know i would react like this and therefore you decided to tell it to me face to face?
and i thought you were miss goody two shoes.i mean you're really nice and you're a great friend and all but i guess all that comes with something else.
this is just too much to handle.
how did it become like this.
im so traumatized im in a state of shock.
im so disturbed i cant even sleep now.
and i dont think this disturbing thoughts or images will be going away anytime soon.
its just haunting me.
you know maybe part of it was my fault.for not warning you and stopping you.
but i didnt know that things would turn out to be this way.
but then again who am i to judge you anyway.i dont have the right to.
maybe i dont know you as well as i think i do.
things are just so awkward now.
as much as i dont want to i look at you differently now.
i wish i could look at you like i did last time but i really just cant.
this changes everything doesnt it?
your decision changes everything.it will never go back like it used to be then.
i just hope you take this as a self-discovery process and maybe hopefully it NEVER happens again.
and i hope you dont get too involve in it and that you snap out of it as fast as you can.
it really sucks seeing you become like this.
i feel really weird, guilty and sad seeing you make that decision.
im not discriminating you but its just pure wrong.

so i hope you learn something from this and know your mistakes and never do it again.

im just speechless beyond words.
i guess you can never judge a book by its cover.

2010-03-19T10:30:00.001-07:00

The cousin sister in australia got married! woots..

Wedding held at some high class hotel garden somewhere in Melbourne.

The groom

The bride

The cousin brother and sister

marcus.kuma.michelle.unc mike

new in-laws

The cousin brother and the cousin-in-law's brother lol

The wedding car T.T

With the best man and bridesmaid

The husband and wife -julian and michelle

aww..the happy couple

Hope you guys live happily ever after =)

hope to get little nieces and nephews soon ;)

2010-03-11T02:41:00.000-08:00

So as everybody knows..I LOST in the delicious photography competition..after one week of effort and time wasted asking just about anyone to help out..and i eventually end up with NOTHING..and the worst thing is..the winner doesnt even deserve it..im not saying that im very good myself..but seriously..this is a PHOTOGRAPHY competition..your "balinese fried rice" looks like some nasi lemak from some mamak stall.its so degrading to delicious..this is nothing personal..just that a competition like this should be judged by someone who is in this field and actually has taste..not based on votes..and so i lost the grand prize of rm500 in cash vouchers

the winning photo by Cherrie Yen
votes: 272 "likes"

my entry
votes: 260 "likes"

i lost just by 12 votes..i think that she had some strategy of "attacking" me on the night before the deadline just so that i couldnt catch up..seriously..if your pic is that good do you need to be that desperate and ask every single person to vote for you

ok im done ranting

and i would also like to thank everyone of you who helped out and voted..you guys rock! ;)

2010-02-27T02:19:00.000-08:00

So..Little Big Soldier was fawesomeee...i LMAO throughout the whole movie..i literally lauhged till i cried..i thought it was about ancient china wars and all so boring but it wasnt lol..the cinema was packed..even malays went to watch it..but i thought that lee hom should have sang more instead of those two pathetic lines..

all in all..it was a great movie

the hot general

School's boring and stressfull..tonnes of homeworks and projects to pass up..not forgetting the annoying montly tests..and the weather is so bloody hot..just dont feel like studying at all..

Went to delicious @ midvalley during the hols..nice ambience..nice decor

ate napolicious for lunch..it actually looks like a snazzy looking rm19.90 plate of mee rebus to me

saw the woman there..i tell you if i didnt call her she wouldnt even notice i was there

the famous bird cage lamps..

so while i was waiting i'd thought i just try out the competition

and and and..I WONNN!!! the delicious photography competition..special thanks to everyone who voted and to chia sing for promoting it

2010-02-11T02:40:00.000-08:00

Lee Hom's movie is coming out on Valentines day/CNY

Its a must watch people eventhough it seems ancient and boring

the official movie poster

and yes that is lee hom.no one believes me when i tell them..i know he looks barbaric

So school has been crazy lately..busy taking pics of everyone like some paparazzi..so i have tonnes of stalker shots ;)

2010-01-02T10:04:00.000-08:00

Isnt he just so hot??

Its been long since i posted lee hom pics..in your face TAI JIA WEI for making me jealous

And archie too

OMG..ugh..school is starting in a day..i DREAD to go to school..no more late nights..i wonder how am i going to wake up early..used to sleeping at 5am and waking up at 1pm..crap...but..its the last year of school life..so i guess i must appreciate every min of it..

still sucks though..

On the bright side..i got a new guitar !! =D

FINALLY!! after my previous one broke

Yamaha f310..not bad..it sounds brighter..

now i just need to get a tuner, a stand and capo

2009-12-31T10:56:00.000-08:00

So..Its new year again..10 years has pass since millenium 2000..
Just one decade ago i was 7 years old
as innocent as ever
entering the first year of primary school and now im at my final year at secondary school..
time flies doesnt it? when i was younger i always wish i was older so that i can get out of school
but now that im older i wish i was younger..i wish that i knew how to appreciate time..
i rather go through it again regardless bitter or sweet
the simplicity of things back then when we wouldnt feel shy talking to the opposite sex because everyone were friends

Last time it used to be teacher going on and about UPSR..And then it became PMR..and now its SPM..the final exam..the one paper that will decide our places in future

Two years ago i celebrated New year in Camerons..(which btw is the worst place to be during new year..its so damn dead.. ) sitting on the balcony on new years eve with my cousin from england drinking wine and chatting..with nat king cole's song at the background

And last year i celebrated new year at langkawi on a beach outside a bar where locals and angmohs gathered waiting for midnight..couples were hugging,kissing and dancing with each other(angmohs of course, at least got show to watch ;)..and there was a little show of fireworks and the dark blue sky was lit by lanterns

This year i celebrated 2010 with thousands of people standing next to my good friend..
counting down to the seconds when we finally usher into the new year..people cheering and giving each other hugs..the feeling of yet another unexpected year to go through..and yet before we move on we look back at 2009 and hope for the best in 2010

So here i am..blogging at 3am in the morning..3 days before my last year at school starts..a senior at the school now..feeling as old as ever..trying to cherish every moment i have left in school..of being a teen, youth

Happy New Year Everyone, 2010

You wont be Seventeen forever

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-24T08:24:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas Everyone !

2009-12-21T08:55:00.000-08:00

So im finally updating lol..
I quit my job not long ago..Fri was the last day..I know i sound crazy or something but i actually miss it..i mean its like im already used to it..its like a daily routine and its definitely easier than studying cos you're doing the same thing over again.but im going to miss the people there..some of them..and the random stealing food.drink.muffins moment..ehem..and taking tips.hem..and commenting/(bitching) about customers..and just lazying around..or running around like a mad person..the adrenaline rush when it gets real hectic and getting scold for the most ridiculous things..all in all..i had a "great" experience..and now..its just going back to that dreaded homework..which i really dont want to think about now.ugh..

One thing good about working at malls is that there are facilities there..you get to bump into celebrities and old friends.and you get to see events..say a really big stitch promo outside the mall..

brandon.

kak juan..peeling potatoes..she seemed bitchy and bossy at first but once you get to know her she's actually not bad

ham sappp..nah she's not..thats my nickname for her since she calls me that too..one of the few cantonese words that she knows..one of the fun-est manager,never serious and always willing to help..

Lol..they look like they're doing some promo adv

assembly station

beverage machine..arghh..im gonna miss my unlimited refill of drinks

chicken everyday

brandon cutting chicken

AMINNNN..nicest dude ever..

cashier

the two gays

before

and

after

my meal everyday.well amost..one quarter chicken with sauce,3 side dishes,one muffin and one drink

MONEYYY

ham sap ban cute

before

after

To the Fucking Idiots

2009-11-19T08:55:00.000-08:00

To the fucking idiots who are brainless and inconsiderate..it is not my fucking fault that you didnt get what you fucking wanted and there is no need to fucking yell at me when it is not my fucking fault or my fucking intention to upset you.you dont need to show your fucking temper to me when i fucking didnt do anything wrong to you..i really dont know why people can even stand being with fucking idiots like you cause i think they're fucking blind..even if it is my fucking fault you dont need to make a fucking make a big deal out of a small thing..just fucking tell me nicely and i will try my best to help you..

So fuck you very very much =)

oh lord please forgive me for my sudden outburst of f words

Happy Sweet 16

2009-11-11T18:38:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Pineapple Freak
Hope you enjoy your sweet 16

ps: welcome to the oldies club old french lady..pfft

2009-11-08T00:12:00.000-08:00

Went for a day trip to visit two orang asli villages in negeri sembilan

their toilet

the cool old lady

this boy is so cutee

their bedroom

the kitchen

playing games

check out his slippers..haha

he stares at you the whole day with that face

enjoying his apple :)

So on the way to our 2nd village..we stopped by at a small town for lunch..the road back and forth was winding..so i got a lil dizzy..plus the uncle was turning the car left and right to avoid cow dunk..plus i didnt eat anything in the morning..had no appetite to eat lunch then..just wanted to sleep..and vomit.. everyone got all concerned..they brought me milo..and that did it..i vomitted out a few strands of yee mee plus milo..disgusting i know..well..there was nothing much to vomit out..im not usually this weak..i guess its because of the different environment..

this baby boy is SO cute..i bet he'll be good looking when he grows up;)

their kitchen

this dude is damn funny..he waited for us to finish taking pics of him then he walked away..

how often do you get to see this

It was my first time visiting the orang asli villages..all i can say they live a simple life..and they're generally very sincere and nice people..and the kids are really cute..if you smile at them they'll smile back at you..and you can see that its from the heart

Miss Pink Shoes Farewell

2009-11-05T05:01:00.000-08:00

Teacher and her famous pink shoes

Still remember the first day she walked in with her cute pink heels and ear rings..

yeah her english wasnt that good but she was really nice and she's willing to learn ;)

Jan yi giving her speech on how she met teacher and how she used to call her pink teacher

two jokers

vino giving a speech on crap..dont think it was even related

well. the whole class was laughing

Bye teacher..we'll miss you..come back and visit us one day :)

Found a job..So if you happen to see me..dont laugh at me..

2009-11-03T02:02:00.000-08:00

Oh Fuck..Im busted..Im stuck in between two jobs..which one to choose? ugh

2009-10-28T07:25:00.000-07:00

Congrats to 4 Angsana girls for the winning the dodgeball competition :)

And thanks to pn.chew for belanja-ing us 10 boxes of pizza and 38 cans of can drinks

Went job hunting today..it wasnt bad..Everything's abit confusing and uncertain now..

but i hope to find one with a reasonable pay and to gain experience..

2009-10-23T03:09:00.000-07:00

So..exams are finally over..was it me or was the PJK test friggin longggg..its like during all the other test there seem to be so little time but during PJK there was tooo much time..

I didnt realize till Asyrul shouted that this is the last end year test we will be having..
i know i may sound weird but its actually kinda sad..
just a little time left at school life..

Well.many things to do..like start sleeping lol..
and tagging people..muahahah..watch out...i have tons of candids
and find a job..which is not that easy

Wonder Gays

2009-10-20T11:52:00.000-07:00

HAHAHHA..OMG..another gay must watch video..

be patient..the dancing starts at around 0:24

LMAO while watching this..A bunch of Thai school boys doing a cover of Nobody by Wonder Girls

They even dance better than some girls..so feminine and soft..

Like eddie said..transexuals started there..LOL..enjoy

This video is so de-stressing especially when you're having that dreadful Add Maths paper which is tomorrow

2009-10-12T12:13:00.001-07:00

Addmaths was FORRIBLE..
Moral was retarded..

2009-10-11T12:36:00.000-07:00

Add maths got no eye see lah
i think im gonna die soon..whoever created add maths is an evil person
i think im just gonna flunk add maths..its making me so depressed..
its causing me a massive headache
i think im gonna get single digit for add maths again..not expecting much anyway..
and it doesnt help when im sitting in between the head prefect and the smartest girl in form 4..
so i think i shouldnt care cause its killing me but how can i not care? its add maths..ugh..
like jia wei said..SCREW ADD MATHS..

ok i think im done rambling

ps: thanks li ean for waking me up..

2009-10-10T11:14:00.000-07:00

Watch this guy sing !

another MUST watch funny gay video lol..him singing you belong with me by taylor swift

the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rEpIOc9VmNE

check out his vocal range and dance moves..

includes excessive broken wrist on chest

self hugging

hair grabbing

t-shirt grabbing

random hand clapping

sudden outburst

and others

He posted a whole lot of other videos of him singing songs on his youtube account..so go check it out..

oh oh and he just posted another one

link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0EHaOg-wELM

singing/dancing fergilicious by fergie..another must watch..damn gay..

2009-10-08T09:54:00.000-07:00

Chem paper 2 = Gone Case

I've barely slept these three nights..i dont even sleep at my room anymore..i just randomly sleep on the living room couch..its so pathetic..

i dont know how long more things will be like this
going through it all alone isnt easy
i dont know how much longer can i take it

2009-10-06T12:40:00.000-07:00

Information Overloaddd! Studying Sejarah can die ar i tell you..So many names and bloody things to remember..and that is only for sejarah..not to mention bio, chem, physics and the others..

Drinking lots of coffee and milo to keep awake..not at avid coffee drinker though..no good for the body..in fact i think i drank too much that my stomach hurts now..lol..so im just rambling here at 3.40 in the morning..crapping just to keep myself awake..im so gonna have puffy eyebags after exams finishes..stress stress stress..burning the midnight oil all alone..

so.chapt 5..pemerintahan khulafa al-rashyidin
1st ruler: khalifah abu bakar al-siddiq
2nd : khalifah umar bin al-khattab
3rd : khalifah uthman bin affan
4th : khalifah ali bin abu talib
god..why cant they have shorter names.. i've obviously gone retarded.now im like jia wei..

2009-09-22T09:02:00.000-07:00

BON ANNIVERSAIRE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAP QUIN RINN !!

STARE at it all you want :)

you're a really funny and friendly person ..im glad i know you..and i look forward to knowing you better.

cheer up and dont think so much kay? remember the motto..au revoir juane chaussure..and i'll be there to help

btw this is for you..i hope you like it :) (click to enlarge)

ps: maybe im still mad at you..heh

PD trip part 1

2009-08-30T20:10:00.000-07:00

Okay so im finally updating lol
went to PD during the Aug hols..

so we arrived at nite..obviously

the common area

dining area

there was wifi..so....

joshua

living room

patio

recreational room

sis didnt come..so janelle was the subsitute

pose 1

pose 2

pose 3

pose 4

pose 5

dining room

upstairs

our room

game/tv room

the bungalow's cat

the poolll

the friggin security house..doesnt look like one eh

the driveway

joel emo-ing as usual

janelle....your long awaited pic ;)

3 skeletons playing

non stop posing

poolside photoshoot.. *shakes head*

followed by a big splash

my emo area..lol..very nice place to relax

this cat is soo cute..it teman-ed me when i was emo-ing alone..lol

so young and she's watching youtube already

sunny day=colourful pics =)

will post part 2 later..lol..

kumar the drag queen

2009-08-17T05:41:00.000-07:00

You guys HAVE and MUST watch this video..its TOO funny..you'll be laughing non stop..

A drag queen doing stand up comedy..im sure you all know what are drag queens ritee..he..wait she is so damn funny and perverted.if you're smart and quick enough you'll understand every joke she says

there's aslo part 2 and 3 which you will see linked there..

at first i thought there was this tall indian girl dancing then when she took the mic..omg..a very deep male voice..seriously LMAO

picture journal part 2

2009-08-13T08:26:00.000-07:00

I know every pic looks the same but they're not..every pic has a story behind it..

A couple and their very cute dog

A very hideous big dog lol

the super nice club house

i never liked dogs like this

i like this pic :)

so cuteee

famous steamboat restaurant..dont know what so nice about it

the lady wont let her dog down..lol

another one

aww mother and daughter

even an old aunty can skate

look at the lady's expression lol

nice housing area surrounding the park

the white dog is soo cute

a little girl and 3 little dogs

retriever

mini coop

Off to Port Dickson for 4 nights..will update soon..ciaoz

picture journal part 1

2009-08-09T08:50:00.000-07:00

These pictures pretty much sums up my weekend..

just outside my house

night lights

As usual my sis will be modelling and i have to take pics for her

omg..such a creepy pic..she's dissapearing..lol

she glows too

her eyes were too small

so she was trying to make them look bigger..lols

bright moon

touch my hand..

random plants near my house

mamamamamapoker face

cry me a riverr

random cute guy on tv

my future house..

TO BE CONTINUED...

2009-08-05T01:25:00.000-07:00

Its sooo cooling today..damn nice to sleep
feels like fraser's hill

2009-08-03T05:26:00.001-07:00

UNDER CONSTURCTION..Some stupid code error messed up my whole freaking blog

EDIT: Finally..its fixed

2009-07-31T04:23:00.000-07:00

Its one of those days again..or rather weeks where i hide from society ..lol

So if you happen to see me or run into me..pretend im not there and at least try not to bitch or burst into laughters

2009-07-30T07:49:00.000-07:00

Its the "big" day tomorrow..lol

New Moon

2009-07-27T19:57:00.000-07:00

There's this new hot guy in new moon..his name is Alex Meraz..He's acting as Paul from the wolfgang pack

2009-07-25T01:24:00.000-07:00

I just got installed today..

Im an official leo member now..woot =]

2009-07-21T05:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,i saw her for the first time in 4 years..
It was weird knowing that we were best friends 4 years ago and now we're almost strangers..
At least she greeted me and still remembers my name

We were best friends for 6 years and one day you decided not to be..
I never know why you did it..
I want to know what happened and why you did it..but at the same time i dont want to know

Well..i'll always remember you as my first best friend and the good times we had..

Anyways...as you all can see i changed my layout..im not a really a fan of spongebob but i thought this layout was cute :) and i know everything has minimized..so squint your eyes people! dont blame me for the frown lines though..lol

i know its seems pretty messy and troublesome at first but click the white strip on the top left side for my profile..the yellow strip for credits and links..pink strip for the chatbox, music and plurk..green strip for archives..

-out-
cant believe i said yes..ughh

2009-07-17T01:18:00.000-07:00

My grandma is coming here again..oh god..not to sound mean or anything but she really is annoying..i mean she's not the typical nice grandma type who cooks good food, jokes around and is open minded..she is the bossy type..she acts as if she owns the house and she stares at me the whole day for no reason..which freaks me out.. oh..and she farts during her sleep..disgusting..ughhh

So.if you havent heard from me..im probably dead..or going to be dead..well..literally..

S.O.S

somtimes we could be so near yet so far...

2009-07-10T02:05:00.000-07:00

Random lame conversations that took place in school today..lol

In chemistry lab..

Zer rinn : hey..you didnt come yesterday rite?

me: nope..

zr: why?

me: i was at the hospital.

zr: OMG..you're suspected with H1N1.. * does the shock face and steps back away from me*

me: errr..no..i went for dental check up..

zr: ohh..i see =D

In the hospital

the dr talking to my mum

dr: she has to come for an appointment for some measurement..the orthodontist and surgeons will come here for a conference and i will present her on that day and they will have a meeting to decide what to do to her

me: stands there..stoning..

Wtf..im some kind of presentation now? ugh..

Picture spamming time...weee

2009-07-08T00:06:00.000-07:00

You're my little baby wishing star

2009-07-03T02:18:00.000-07:00

I MISS...

This may sound abit weird but its just as best friends

I miss the time when I first started talking to you after seeing you in Daniel’s mv in VYC
I miss the time went I showed you the pic of me and Daniel
I miss the time when you screamed at it so loudly pn tan heard
I missed it when you were begging me to see the pic
I missed when we talked about it over and over again
I missed seeing your reaction whenever I gave you a Daniel pic
I missed laughing together with eddie
I miss seeing haiqal acting like tyra banks together
I missed asking Eddie to shut up together whenever he started singing Rihanna or Christina Aguleira
I miss passing notes
I miss insulting the toad and the parrot
I miss you asking me to go to Daniel events
I miss talking after every Daniel event that you go to
I miss you calling me just to tell me Daniel hugged you
I miss sitting next to you in tuition
I miss watching Macbeth together
I miss insulting willie wonka together
I missed it when we kena rotan during sej class
I miss you pulling me back whenever I wanted to move
I miss you trying to the big eye thing whenever I was moody
I missed it when you chased me out of your house
I missed it when we kept laughing at mei mei together
I missed when we couldn’t concentrate on studying because of mei mei
I miss us laughing at your chicken little doll because he looks like mei mei
I missed watching nu peng you over and over again
I miss bitching and bimbo-ing together with eddie
I miss laughing together at eddie whenever he talked about her
I miss hitting your head for no reason
I miss sitting behind you in assembly
I miss kap-ing Philip together during pjk
I missed it when I was forced to see the thousand pics of Daniel
I missed it when we were in sunway
I missed laughing at the gym instructor
I missed it when we screamed when we saw the lee hom poster in the video shop till the workers were laughing at us
I miss laughing when that lady told you ‘no hell,only heaven’
I miss talking about the deaf people when they were smiling at us
I missed it when you scolded me for reading
I missed it when we were in dreamworld
I missed it when we watched step up together
I miss going to your house during the hols
I miss the time where “the monk” punked us that he was a lesbian
I missed it when we were planning to go to daniel’s house
I miss seeing lee hom at sg wang together
I missed screaming together when he waved at us
I miss you ranting about how you are mrs.daniel
I miss asking you to shutup whenever you started singing daniel’s song
I miss throwing the book at your head
I miss you turning back to chat
I miss insulting the babi teacher that wears pink
I miss you being dramatic by screaming when you only dropped a ruler
I miss getting nervous for Digi Celebriteen with you and eddie
I miss kap-ing that cute guy there-joseph
I miss eating at dragon-I with eddie together
I miss laughing at Eddie when he modeled down the bowling alley
I missed it when you screamed in mph when you saw a hot pic of wu chun and everyone was staring at you
I miss you randomly hitting my head
I miss the awkward moment when you and kye e were sitting next to me
I missed talking to you for hours on the phone
I miss hanging up on you
I miss sneaking out during midnight just to chat about the problems
I missed it when you cried just because you saw a couple together at wong kok
I miss playing games at cc together
I missed it when oma asked you to stop eating potato chips
I missed it when you threw up after a drink
I miss taking care of you when you had fever
I missed it when we were at the poolside on the chair staring up at the sky and talking about life
I miss going up to the 25th floor
I missed it when we ran down screaming like sakai’s when lee hom said hi
I missed form 3
I miss laughing about ben
I missed it when you called me just because you saw him
I missed laughing at you when that man kept smiling and looking at you in the café
I miss counting the amount of security guards at the jewelry shop staring at you whenever we passed by
I missed laughing at you when that old lady kept smiling at you
I miss joining david contest together
I miss hearing your reaction when I told you we got vip tics
I miss lining up together with that lamb chop
I missed it when we saw Daniel at the carpark
I miss taking our own sweet time to walk to the amphitheatre while everyone else was running including the lamb chop
I miss waiting for david together
I miss stalking that cute guy together
I miss watching and swooning over david together
I miss walking to sunway pyramid together with that lamb chop and when he was whining about admitting himself into the hospital
I missed it when you surprised me with a birthday cake
I miss insulting you in the car
I miss walking together to the stadium
I miss watching lee hom’s concert together and singing along I miss laughing at you when you did weird random kung fu moves while sleeping
I miss roaming around the hospital with you looking for ‘lost souls’
I miss laughing at the 2nd couple together
I miss talking about lala mui with their high socks
I miss swooning over zac and lucas

I MISS…the best friend i used to know..the one that is still here but somehow gone..

M2L

2009-06-27T02:01:00.001-07:00

2009-06-26T00:53:00.000-07:00

Sometimes..i feel so lonely in a sea of people
it were as if everyone has changed and moved on with their lifes..
leaving me behind alone..reminiscing about the past

They say people change for the better..but it doesnt always work that way..
time flies so fast it feels like nothing ever happened
i suppose time waits for no one
i have to face reality

and try to move on in life

Taylor Swift Rapping

2009-06-21T07:39:00.001-07:00

Yes..Taylor Swift rapping with T-Pain..ahahaha..go watch it..

But its just for fun though..for the CMT awards..and T-Pain's bling..BIG ASS CHAIN..lmao

lyrics

[Taylor Swift]
I'm like 8 foot 4, blond hair to the floor
you shorties never thought I dreamed about rapping hardcore

No I ain't got a gun
no I never really been in a club
still live with my parents
but I'm still a thug

i'm so gangsta you can find me baking cookies at night
you out clubbing, but I just make caramel delight
t swift and t pain rappin on the same track
it's a thug story tell me can you handle that

I had a dream last night I had high-top NIkes
I had diamonds in my mouth, and diamonds on my mic
by the time I woke up I was singing "I'M ON A BOOOOAAT"

cuz I'm a singer turned rapper
shorty I'm a make ya
straight to the top, yo
shorty I'ma take ya

you can call me T Sweezy now I'm a rap star
it's a thug story now tell them who you are

singer turned gangsta
you don't wanna fight me
straight to the top
in my extra small white tee

t swift and t pain all up on the same track
it's a thug story tell me now can you get with that

what! what! I knit sweaters yo!
what! what! don't test me [bleep]

hey hold on, hold on I didn't even say anything
WHAT?
I said "yo"
YUP
you guys bleeped me and I didn't even say anything
I didn't even swear
SHE DIDN"T EVEN SWEAR
hello??

I love that part when she said yo and they bleeped her

Hilarious

2009-06-21T00:04:00.000-07:00

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex On The Cheek
(X) Drank Alcohol

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
(X) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired

Level 3
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
(X) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

Level 5
( ) Eaten Sushi [Hate the taste of it.]
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE of Facebook.

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(X) Taken Pain Killers
( ) Love/loved Someone Who You Can’t Have
( ) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By.
( ) Made A Snow Angel

Level 7
(X) Had A Tea Party
(X ) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
(X) Played Dress Up

Level 8
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

Level 9
(X) Watched The Sun Set
(X) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake - i think the snake will kill me first

Level 10
(X) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(X) Been Misunderstood

Level 11
(X) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(X) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

Level 12
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

Level 13
(X) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

Level 14
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X ) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying

Level 15
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(X) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

Level 16
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made a Prank Phone Call
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

Level 17
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared
About
(X) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

Level 18
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True

Level 19
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

Level 20
(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
( ) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top

Level 21
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lung
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

Level 22
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(X) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

Level 23
(X ) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Than 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking

Level 24
(X ) Played with Chickens
(X) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(X ) Been Amused

Level 25
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed

Level 26
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(X) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
( )Tried to hurt yourself

Level 27
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
(X) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed

Level 28
(X) Been Used
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(X) Bitten Someone

2009-06-20T23:52:00.000-07:00

1. The person who tagged you is: Jess
2. Your relationship with him/her is: Bitch.Best friend
3. Your first impression of him/her is: Out-going..Daniel freak
4. The most memorable moments with he/she is: Alot
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is: Alot
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...: No.
7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that: No.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do: Partyyy..nolah..i wouldnt want that to happen
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: There could be many possibilities
10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is: Spend a day together with lee hom and david although it is so impossible
11. Your overall impression on him/her is: Cant use one word to describe
12. The characteristic you love most about yourself: Dont know
13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself: Dont know
14. The most ideal person you want to be is: Dont Know
15. For people who care and love you, say something to them: Oh..thank you

Seventeen Magazine

2009-06-20T10:05:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOT~David is on the cover of Seventeen mag in Malaysia..

Go buy it nowwwwwww......its only rm6..

It aslo features a 6 page spread and an interview of him..

In one of the questions during the interview..

17.Lets talk about crushes.What kind of girls do you usually fall for?

DA: Im definitely a-girl-next -door kind of guy..i mean not exactly the girl NEXT door..but you know the girls-next-door kind of girls..you know..

HAHAHA..so cute...

im so gonna buy it asap

2009-06-19T04:08:00.000-07:00

I try to run away from reality..but it just keeps pulling me back

2009-06-13T11:31:00.000-07:00

Please VOTE for Lee Hom people...His album Xin Tiao rocks more than ehemjaychou's album and Lee Hom deserves to win the Best Male Artist Award for the 20th Golden Melody Award..and not ehem..his album ehem and the graphics ehem..you probably can figure it out what it means..lol

Link: http://ent.qq.com/zt/2009/20gma/

http://ent.qq.com/zt/2009/20gma/

Scroll down till you see the Xin Tiao album cover and click the yellow words below it..after that REFRESH the page and VOTE AGAIN..Dont let that *coughsnobbyjaychoucough* win..

so VOTE VOTE VOTE and dont give up

One of the many reasons why lee hom should win..he went to Africa and lived the people there for 10 days and even sponsered another 10 children..so sweet rite?

oh and he has a new song..its a cute and happy song..you should go listen to it..

And play it while you're voting..it helps =)

This is the last night i get to stay up late..

I dont know why im acting like everything is alright when Nothing is alright..

Whats wrong with me? I must have a problem..

Im SO screwed

Maybe this is the time when depression kicks in

2009-06-09T09:54:00.000-07:00

Just thought it was cute =]

2009-06-07T08:21:00.000-07:00

I'm Sorry

2009-06-06T00:43:00.001-07:00

To Quin Rinn if you're reading this..

Hope you get well soon =D

hope this helps

2009-06-04T09:19:00.000-07:00

While I was sleeping on a hot sun afternoon..some indian guy came in the house compound..walked around and took something and went out..

I didnt know till the newspapermen and neighbour told me..and after that..he had the freaking balls to come back again..my mum was outside when he came again..and he said he was a grass cutter..who drives to a house in a red Viva and tells you he wants to cut your grass..so fake rite? he wasnt even holding any equipment..he scooted after that..

Random conv between Jw and me..LAME

andrea says:
MAY GOD BLESS YOU.AMEN.

=Melanie= says:
jia wei

andrea says:
short prayer just for you.

=Melanie= says:
stop holy-fying around here

andrea says:
im so kind

=Melanie= says:
get lost

=Melanie= says:
HAHAHAH

andrea says:
fine ;/

=Melanie= says:
so stupid yet so funny la u

andrea says:
yeah yeah i rather accept that im stupid

=Melanie= says:
haha

=Melanie= says:
k

andrea says:
bye

andrea says:
god bless u,god bless u god bless u god bless u god bless u

andrea says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

=Melanie= says:
shut up

=Melanie= says:
go to church and become pastor la u

andrea says:
TALK TO U 2MORO

andrea says:
byebye.

andrea says:
read the bible pray everyday pray everyday

=Melanie= says:
STOP IT

andrea says:
xD

andrea says:
lols

andrea says:
owh finally i have annoyed you

andrea says:
i feel so happy

andrea says:
(:

=Melanie= says:
congrats

andrea says:
yeah

andrea says:
then i shall not continue in case u will hate me

=Melanie= says:
aiyo

Behold...The Holy Jia Wei..haha..lol

2009-06-04T08:06:00.000-07:00

Went to 1u on tues to meet up with an ex classmate, Joanna =)

Andrea invited me just because she didnt want to be a lightbulb between joanna and her bf..lol

Ate lunch at Sushi Groove

Nice place and atmoshphere..cosy and nice interior

Joanna and Chris

The-always-so-cold Andrea.

Everyone else was sweating cause we walked fast and she said she was cold and she insisted on wearing her sweater. Well..her face says it all.lol

The couple

hem.The 2nd couple..hem

The person behind the cam and Jess =D

Joanna and Jess

Raw salmon..love it

Some rice thingy

Enjoying their meal

Nice but spicy xp

The artistic wall

And the bill was........Rm80.75..and we werent even full..

Well i guess it a normal price for such a posh place with posh food..

I enjoyed it though..

Watched Night At The Musuem 2 at GSC after that

Its not bad..There were a few laughs here and there..Its more of a family-oriented show..

But it was enjoyable :)

Andrea's aunt belanja-ed us dinner at Little Taiwan after that

then headed home

Official New Moon trailer

2009-05-31T20:24:00.000-07:00

The offical New Moon trailer is outtttt!!! Rob looks so hot..

CLICK on the friggin play arrow button NOW!! I love where the part he pushed Jasper and protected Bella..woo..and Jacob is such a show-off..knew he would go around parading his body..lol

MTV Movie Awards Twilight: New Moon

Youtube version of the trailer

Rob,Kirsten and Taylor presenting it at MTV Movie Awards

Rob Spam..i know i posted the poster twice..but what the heck

He is doing the tortured eye thing again..ish

Woo

Dont mind me..in a fanpire mood now

2009-05-31T10:50:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Mun Yee

doing this reluctantly...lol

001. Real Name: Melanie May Chan
002. Nickname(s): Mel..and the rest you wont wanna know
003. Age: 16.
004. Horoscope: Taurus
005. Gender: Female
006. Elementary: Ringrose and Yew-Ee
007. Primary School: S.J.K (C) Puay Chai.
008. Secondary School: SMK Taman S.E.A
009. College : Dont know
010. Hair Color: Black

011. Hair Length: Short
012. Loud or Quiet: Depends
013. Sweats or Jeans : Sweats in Malaysia? crazy
014. Phone or Camera: Both .
015. Health Freak: If compared to my sis..No
016. Drink or Smoke: Hate smoking..drinking..sometimes
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Is Lee Hom and David counted?
018. Eat or Drink: Both.
019. Piercings: =.=
020. Tattoos: Not gonna scar my skin for life

021. Social or Anti-Social: Social. but it depends
022. Righty or lefty: Righty .
023. First piercing: Shut up.
024. First relationship: Never had one.duh.
025. First Best Friend: Shu Mei
026. First Award: Std 2
027. First Kiss: No.
028. First Pet: Tortoise.
029. First Big Vacation: Phuket?
030. First Love at first sight: Yea..WANG LEE HOM..lol

031. First Big Birthday: Dont remember
032. First Surgery : Dont think so.
033. First sport you joined: Badminton .
034. Orange or Apple juice: Apple
035. Rock or Rap: Both.
036. Country or Screamo: Scremo's are annoying.But country's are boring..it depends
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet boys. + J.T
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Britney Spears.
039. Night or Day: I like nights beacuse they arent as hot as morn.but i hate nights cos their scary...=.=
040. Sun or Moon: The sun burns me

041. TV or Internet: Both..
042. Playstation or XboX: Playstation .
043. Kiss or hug: Hug.but maybe both
044. Iguana or turtle: Turtle
045. Spider or bee: Dont rear animals that kill people
046. Fall or spring: Spring.
047. Limewire or iTunes: Dont even have an iPhone
048. Soccer or baseball: Boring.
049. Eating: Air.
050. Drinking: Nothing.

051. Excitement level: Negative
052. I'm about to: Hide at a corner and sulk
053. Listening to: Nothing. But the acoustic version of Lada Gaga's Poker Face is stuck in my head.
054. Plan for today: Sulk.
055. Waiting for: Nothing.
056. Energy Level: Zero.
057. Thinking of someone: Yea..
058. Want kids : When i get married
059. Want to get married: Yeah..
060. When: Right time and Right Guy..

061. How many kids do you want: 2-4.
062. Any name on the mind: I forgotten.
* 063 & 064 is missing *
065. Mellow future or wild: Not mellow but not wild either.
066. Something you would never try: Lots of things..
067. Which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in the future): What?
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes. but whats the point if you have horrible lips.
069. Romantic or Funny: Both.
070. Shorter or Taller: Taller.

071. Protective or Caring?: Both.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both.
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Both.
074. Sensitive or Loud: In between.
075. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship.
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: In between?
077. Muscular or normal: Muscular.but not too scary
078. Kissed a stranger: No.
079. Broken a bone: Yea..fell off the stairs and didnt even know i broke my hand.
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Dont wear them.

081. Ran away from home: No.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: No .
083. Killed somebody: Mentally? sometimes.
084. Broken some one's heart: Dont think so.
085. Had your heart broken: Yea.
086. Been arrested: No.
087. Cried when someone died: Yea. for a stranger.somehow
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Yea.
089. Do you believe in Yourself: Not sure
090. Miracles: Yea..but they dont come by often.

* 091 is missing *
092. Heaven: Who wants to go to hell..lol
093. When do you want to die: When God wants me to die.
094. Tooth Fairy: Bullcrap
095. Kiss on the first date: Never had one.
096. Angels: Yea. and David Archuleta too.
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: Yeah.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now: No.
099. Do you believe in God: Duh.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people

Not torturing anyone..

Please dont mind my lameness and sarcasm.

2009-05-31T02:30:00.001-07:00

The official New Moon poster is out..i'll post the trailer when its out..time to be a fanpire again..heee..Team Edward FTW! although half of the movie is on Jacob..grrr...stupid Edward for leaving Bella in the first place

2009-05-29T01:42:00.000-07:00

Went to school to celebrate teacher's day today..there was a telematch event and the athletes won..

After that we all went in the hall to watch the performances..some of them were not bad..

During the last performance..the teachers were asked to go up the stage to do the twist while they play 'Jail house rock' by Elvis Presley..En.Alan,Pn Zakiah,Pn.Harminder,En.Zol,Pn.Julie,Pn.Shirley and other teachers were dancing and doing the twist..i've come to a conclusion that all teachers can dance..just that they cant dance with our music..

When we wanted to go home..there was spotcheck..i was wondering why do you bother spot-checking everyone?then i saw a police car there..apparently one of the teachers lost their laptops and they checked our bags to see who took it..cos the laptops are considered government property..it could be an outsider..who is going to wait till the end of the performance and wait for you to check whether you stolen the laptop? of course they will leave once they have it..well..i dont think anyone got caught

28-05-09 Jaya Supermarket collapses

2009-05-28T23:15:00.000-07:00

UPDATE: 2 more bodies were recovered on friday afternoon..3 more bodies were found on saturday..making the death toll rise to 7..they found all the bodies and no one is left trapped underneath..residents may have to evacuate

Once an icon landmark of Seksyen 14,Petaling Jaya, one quarter of Jaya Supermarket building collapsed yesterday during demolition works. It was closed down on Feb 2008 and was abandoned until recently when demolition works was in progress to rebuild a new building, a new lifestyle shopping mall with a cinema and department stores. There was a total of more than 80 workers on the site. 9 of them were trapped underneath the debris..2 workers were pulled out alive at 5:45pm and 6pm respectively. 2 workers were found dead.Their bodies were recovered at 6.44pm and 10.25pm while another is feared dead. Four more workers are still trapped underneath the tangle of steel and concrete chunk. Search and rescue works are still going on for the remaining workers. Okay.....this sounds like a lame news report from me..LOL..

-the crowd..you could see half of the collapsed building still dangling there

Anyways..i was having tuition while the building collapsed..my tuition centre is a 100m away from the site..when i went down at 5pm for break time i saw people standing and looking at Jaya Supermarket..the air was filled with dust and i could see something like water sprinkles coming down..but it wasnt..lol..it was like a waterfall of dust..i thought it was probably because of demolition works and they blew the place up..so i walked towards there and there were lots of people standing at the five foot way and pavements..i went in the bookshop and i started to think whether it was on purpose or is it an accident when Max came and told me he heard a guy screaming Tolong Tolong..so it collpased..i freaked out and rushed out of the bookshop..i saw workers who manage to escape the accident running everywhere..the lady whom i just the bought shoe whitener from got interviewed by the Star..what a coincidence..lol. The RHB bank worker asked one of the construction site workers whether there will people trapped beneath and i heard him say banyak..thats when i knew there will be death..

-5 storeys of the building collapsed..i think where popular bookshop used to be

-the back view

I stood there amongst the crowd..people stopped their daily errands..shop owners and workers and passers by stood there taking pictures and videos..some on handphones telling their friends and family what they just witnessed..if im not mistaken..i think the building collapsed 5-10 mins before i came down at 5pm..after 15-20 mins..the police and fire and rescue department came..the police conducted the massive grid-lock there as people stopped their cars to see what was going on..he was holding a sub-machine gun on his shoulders..i mean..why do you need a machine gun to conduct traffic? by the time they came it was abit too late..not to say that our police doesnt do a good job but maybe not as efficient and quick as the US.

-the firemen searching for survivors in the rubble

When i was there..3 police cars and 2 fire and rescue department trucks were there..i saw people talking..making assumptions on how many people were underneath..strangers asking each other questions about the happenings..i saw the construction workers who managed to escape holding their safety helmet and tools..standing there dazed..not knowing what to do..i saw the shock and fear in their eyes..they were traumatized..

-the firemen taking out the body of 28 year old Maskor

I had to go back to tuition after that..the whole tuition was talking about it..my teacher even mistaken the dust from the collapsed building as haze..haha..during tuition..i heard the ambulance's siren..it kept ringing in my head..either someone's life is being rescued or taken away..I should have stood there longer as someone was rescued 15mins after that

At my 2nd break at 7:30pm..i went down again..Being a typical Malaysian of course i couldnt help being keh po chi la..so i walked there again..people were still standing there with their family and friends..joining in the "excitement"..i know there is nothing to be excited and happy about but somehow you cant help it..you cant help the anxiety and being so anxious especially when you are so near the actual site..this time..more people came to help..there were about 50 policemen,50 fire and rescue team..30 Rela people and others..there were more than 10 police cars..5 ambulance..6 fire trucks..forensic team..civil defence department..traffic police..Quick Response Team..Special Malaysia Disaster and Rescue Team (SMART)..trucks..cranes and excavators and MBPJ ( although i honestly dont know why they are even there..arent they suppose to be saman-ing people..lol )
i saw policemen standing there and smoking..after that i had to go back to tuition again..

-putting the second body found in the police truck

When my tuition ended at 10pm..i came down..as i predicted..people were still standing there..talking..eating at the nearby mamak shop..just to be a part of the "crowd"..to feel the atmostphere..to see whether were there survivors or perished workers..i saw Elina and being a pat poh again we both walked there again..haha..i went there like 3 times already..i crossed the police line that spelled jangan melintasi..the ones you see on tv..=D
we were so bored we even took picture of us crossing the line..i saw people bringing video cameras there to tape the aftermath..we even took pictures of the collapsed site..the search and rescue works were still going on..i heard someone saying that the 3rd person was found dead..i had to leave after that..just after that they found another body..and the vip's arrived..sigh..should have stayed longer

-the fire truck

-using a crane to lift the concrete chunck

I used to go there when i was young..it was part of my childhood memories..and now its gone..it even took a few life's away. I never experienced something like this before..i have never been so near an actual accident site like this..it was something new and exciting yet sad..Although no passer by or malaysians were hurt but my deepest sympathy goes out to the indonesian workers who didnt survive and i hope they find the remaining workers quickly..

-the blue building we grew fond of..what is left of part of my childhood memory

ps: I know it sounds like a dramatic essay but its not..im just writing based on what i saw yesterday

2009-05-23T11:39:00.000-07:00

Eventhough you're not a fan of Taylor Swift you have to watch this video..its so cutee and sweet..the guy acting as her bf in the video is so cute..

The song is nice too..its called You Belong With Me..the guy with Taylor in this video is Lucas Till..also the guy who acted as Miley Cyrus's bf in the movie Hannah Montana

Lucasssss

If only i had a neighbour like that * daydreaming* lol

2009-05-15T20:09:00.000-07:00

Its Lee Hom's birthday tomorrow..33th birthday..

i know..he looks like 20 something..but he is that old..

well happy 33th b'day tomorrow

Isnt he just so hot and cute?

2009-05-09T02:08:00.000-07:00

I'll let you go and I'll set you free
And you can see what you need to see
When you find you
Come back to me

2009-05-08T21:53:00.000-07:00

continued..

Went to the hosp next day to visit Jess grandmother..

walked around the hosp after that to look for "lost souls" lol

went to the paediatric floor (children)..wanted to roam in there but the nurse kept looking at us..so didnt go in..being in the hosp is really depressing

Went to TGIF at night for my belated birth dinner..

i only got to drink warm water when my sis got to drink the milkshake..thanks to my stupid cough..

DONT mind me..i like taking pics for no reason

ordered mac and cheese

see the cheese oozing out of it?

chicken caijun and cheese

3 in 1 splatter

fish and chips

shrimp spaghetti

boneless chicken

After that..since they knew it was my bithday..

they made me stand on the chair..sing and give a speech using the ketchup bottle as a mic..embarassing...

doing their ritual we will rock you thing..lol

Got a chocalate mud pie cake for the humiliation

Went to OldTown

ordered coffee..needed to stay up to do last minute hw.

it really works..i stayed up till 1:40am..lol

Sigh..lee hom is gone now..it all happened so fast.

11-4-09 and 2-5-09 <3> I will never forget this 2 days

2009-05-05T23:41:00.000-07:00

Saturday!!

went for Lee Hom's Music Man Malaysia Concert at Bukit Jalil National Stadium...

Jess came and picked me up at 4pm..

went for lunch then went back to her house..

I was in her room sitting down then her mum suddenly came in and talk to me..

i was wondering why is her mum suddenly talking to me and telling me she's tired? it was kinda weird

I thought what is this jesslyn doing so i went out and there she was holding a birthday cake with candles

well..i was pretty shock..

now i know why her mum was talking to me..to distract me..

and that sakai took like 10 mins just to light 6 candles?

my tiramisu cake..it spells happy "related" birthday lol

Made a wish and blew the candles..

i wasnt expecting a cake from her..so THANKS GIRL

Left at 6:30

walked around the stadium..

i saw the merchandise shop and i wanted to buy everything..but sadly..

this jesslyn bought my favourite cap..grr

There was a really cool carnival there..

Jess borrowed my money to buy her bf a cap..=.=

didnt have money to eat..well..nvm

So we just wait in line..

since we purchased the tickets with the celcom discount..there was a special line for us..

so less people =D met up with jia wei there

and then they freaking checked my bag..my bag with the nikon DLSR D60 in it..

at first the guy didnt see it then some idiot came and check my bag again

screw him..

Had to leave my camera at the counter..
they wanted my IC but i didnt bring in..so they asked for my driving license..

i went like im only 16..God...=.=

so had to borrow someone's IC

didnt manage to take any pics

So i went in the stadium before jw and jess when i was the one who entered later..

that stupid fella went to row V instead of X..hahaha..dont even know how to read alphabet..

our rm198 seats were kinda far from the stage cause the stage was at the other end of the stadium.

you only can see him about 5cm in real life? but luckily there was this really big screen in front of us so we could see him quite clearly..

sat down and the crowd started filling in..

The really cool LED screens..its really big and clear

The concert started at 8:30 with Danell Lee and Kay as the opening act..

everyone was boo-ing Kay and asking her to go home..

i mean its kinda rude but i guess they only want lee hom

then...........it was MUSIC MAN..he came down in a "spaceship" lol

everyone was screaming like mad..it sounded like an earthquake..

the opening song was whats wrong with me..i didnt really like that song but after he sang in the concert..i kinda liked it..its a fun and energetic song..

While i was trying to take video..this aunty kept swinging her head from left to right..its really annoying..

so if you see my video you can see a black head bopping in from nowhere..gahh

Song List

1.「搖滾怎麼了」
2.「WHY」

3.「花田錯」

4.「龍的傳人」

5.「心跳」

6.「FOREVER LOVE」

7.「安全感」

8.「第一個清晨」
9.「流淚手心」

10.「大城小愛」

11.「如果你听见我的歌」

12.「竹林深處」

13.「女朋友」

14.「愛的得體」主播人与歌迷庆祝王力宏生日

15.「改變自己」（幻影变身术）

16.「落葉歸根」

17.「一首簡單的歌」

18.「你不在」

19.「愛的鼓勵」

20.「Can you feel my word」

21.「我完全没有任何理由理你」

22.「唯一」

23.「在梅邊」

24.「蓋世英雄」

25.「心中的日月」

ENCORE:

26.「放開你的心+愛你等於愛自己」

27.「KISS GOODBYE」

28.「搖滾怎麼了」

the one-sided metal bra costume is getting too much publicity

Music Man with his "weapon" Bahamut..i know its really scary looking but its such a cool guitar..

Even lee hom noticed the stage was too far from the fans so he came down and shake hands with the fans..

that caused a scene of course

he talked and joked a lil..

he's really funny and goofy and cute and friendly and lame and hot..yea..

after singing bamboo forest..he beatboxed..i was stunned..i had no idea he could beat box

gosh..is there something that he cant do

Xiao Li..Lee Hom's drummer came out..but actually its lee hom..lol

Then lee hom came out..everyone thought that there were four lee hom's on the stage but those were just impersonators but the ones you see on screen is the real lee hom..pre-recorded..

He played When you wish upon a star on the violin..it was really nice..
everyone kept quiet then..
they were all carried away when he played it..i melted..

He danced after singing can you feel my world...i love that part..its so cool

It was really nice of him to greet the fans from other countries..he speaked their local language when addressing them..he said : 'im looking im looking..i dont wanna miss out anyone" haha..so nice of him

Then he mentioned Aussie..and the camera zoomed in on Quin Rinn..holding her Green Aussie loves Lee Hom sign..i was so shocked to see her there but i was happy for her..it paid off after all..lee hom said aussie..hope to go there soon to have a concert..lucky you..

He's pointing at you

after this..he went in a box..and just dissapeared and suddenly reappeared in the middle of the of the seating area in 3 secs?magic? nahh..while everyone's attention was on the box..he sat on a motorbike and went to the middle..

Receiving a gift from Homaniacs

172 seconds of birthday wishes

After that..he asked everyone to stand up and sing along with him..he jumped on the piano..and then that was it..

Walked about more than 3km just to find jess parents..after that go home and pengsan..lol..too tired

my two "babies"

post more ltr

2009-05-04T23:31:00.000-07:00

Went to Michelle's house on friday night..
played some games

Rei..i love this dog..

i know he looks scary but he's actually really nice and friendly..

even her chihuahua is fiercer

candies and jelly beans...weeee..lol

After playing for about 2 1/2 hours then it was eating timeee..

they gave me a surprise birthday cake..

It was a strawberry shortcake made by Michelle

Its really nice..

They sang the song and bla bla..
We ordered beef pepperoni and hawaian chicken pizza...yummie..

ate 3 slices of pizza..the cake and noodles her mum made..was so full

Went to my aunts house in Mont Kiara..

i really like the interior design of her house..its sorta like vintage style

the view from the balcony

guess who?

2009-04-29T22:57:00.000-07:00

Okay..i am officially old

why must time fly so fast?

I wish i could turn back time..

i really miss the old days..the days when i was 3-14..

everything was less complicated then..

everyone was so innocent..not knowing what the future lies ahead of them

I realize when you are older..thats when you start realizing that time passes really fast

and thats when you really start to appreciate time..

Well..thanks everyone for the birthday whishes and hugs..

i really appreciate it..

Happy Bitter 16th birthday to me

how pathetic..lol

2009-04-29T00:16:00.000-07:00

4 Jasmin Drama competition pics..

Ps: ALL the pics can be enlarged..so click on it

proposing to nabilah..ahah

she actually cried cause le on "died"..

he ressurected..lol

supposedly the masaleh..but looks like more like a girl..haha=X

hair flinging or booty shaking?

whack ass

the happy family

Although im not in this class..but it seems like a fun enough class to be in..

sometimes i really regret not going in to arts stream cause science stream is just so stressful..

plus the teachers there are very demanding.." you are in 4A..top students of Taman Sea..i expect more from you..since you are smart students..more work for you..i expect you to follow my way or not zero marks for you..no problem rite?4A is a smart class..*teacher shows one example for a ques* like kacang rite? is it too easy for you.waiting for the next ques? im still stuggling at the first ques and i look up..10 more diff ques..garr..

2009-04-20T01:08:00.000-07:00

Watched Marley and Me yesterday
Marley is so cute but yet very naughty..
Owen Wilson and Jennifer Aniston looks good together..
well..anyone looks good with jennifer

Its about a couple getting a dog which they came to know is very naughty but they still love him
after having kids they find it harder to tolerate marley but they worked it out eventually

Marley started having problems with his health
he wasnt so active after that
the whole family was sad..they kept crying
thats when i started crying too..like for 15 minutes..oh god

And he died..
its a true story though

Went to Desa Park City later at night..
its a pretty cool place..about 1-2 acres?
there is a big lake there,a playground..big pavements for cycling and walking
and i really like the man-made stream..its so nice
you can put your legs inside there

There is also a row of shops there..something like a open-concept mini-mall
its call the waterfront..cause its facing the lake

Theres also a really nice housing area surrounding the park..
saw alot of people taking their children and dogs for a walk
I really would like to go there to cycle..someone take me there..with my bicycle..lol

2009-04-17T20:56:00.000-07:00

How could you not tell me such a big thing
dont i matter anymore

what if i didnt go online
would you have left me in the dark

all that comes to your head first is him
everything is him

you used to tell me first
at least big important things
but not anymore

is it so hard just to send one msg
1 cent

do i have to find you everyday so you would tell me such things happened
or not you wouldnt bother telling me

and i do care..
but what do you want me to do
you told me 10 hours after the incident

are we going to fade away just like that
if you want that to happen then i cant do anything
although it is against my will

dont drift away too far
cause if you do
im afraid it will be hard for me to find you back again

2009-04-17T01:17:00.001-07:00

Continued from the previous post..

Okay..so David came out and the whole amphitheater was going mad..the screams was just indescribable..the air was electrified..he waved and smiled and started singing A Little Too Not Over You..Touch My Hand..Dont Let Go..Crush

im just a little too not over youuuu

he came to our side about 4 times..

touch my handdd

I couldnt believe my eyes..sometimes i would ask myself.is that really david? am i dreaming? but obviously not..since that mad sakai beside me was screaming into my ears..but i had no time to waste though..i had to capture that moment..so i was like zoom..focus..click..non stop clicking the button..but i did take time to enjoy him performing and the atmosphere at that time..the interaction between the crowd...he's really cuter in real life than on screen..thats for sure..

After singing Crush..he went backstage..i thought he wasnt going to sing anymore..then what would the piano be there for?lol..so he did come out..he talked abit..then he started playing a thousand miles..he played and sang it
very well..he sang Angels after that and that was it..it all happened and ended so fast..

I was told to stay back at the amphitheatre after that..someone will then bring us to see David and get his autograph..so i was sitting there and then suddenly this tv3 camera crew came to me..placed the mic in front of me..rolled the camera and that was it..one of the biggest humiliation of my life..he asked me some stupid question: do you like David Arhculeta? ( of course i like him or not what the hell would i be doing here) but obviously i didnt say that..i was totally stunted that time so i didnt knew what i was saying..i managed to splurt out yes..i love david..then he asked what would you like to say to david..i only remember saying david i love you please come back here we welcome you bla bla bla something like that..thank god serena was beside me so at least i wasnt alone..i just hope they dont play that on tv..i sounded like some desperate crazy fan girl shouting with some weird english accent..

Jess and Wei Hong were chased away by the security guards since they werent the top 20 winners from the digi Trivia contest..so i waited and waited..then finally some lady ask us to go up to the stage and line up there before we could go in backstage..so my mind was blank that time..how could it not be..i finally get to see david face to face..a table away..not from a freaking screen..i couldnt think straight that time..i was so nervous..the feeling of anticipation was all over me..

Then the lady said..ok..you can go see david backstage now..so i walked..it was kinda cool being backstage..we werent allowed to take pics sadly....before it was my turn..i could see david signing..i almost died there..he was eating when he was signing..it was so cute when he was chewing..so then came my turn..i was so nervous..i didnt know what to say..i tried to sound calm and casual..and i said hey david..and he was like Hey!! sounding all perky and friendly.. i handed him the lyrics booklet..and he signed it for me..he's really white..he literally glows..like edward cullen..and he's taller than me..about 170cm..after he signed for me..i reached out my hand to shake hands with him cause i thought i saw the girl before me shook his hands..but she didnt..i probably was halucinating..he didnt see me my hands at first..then he was like Oh!! he laughed abit..shook my hands..and i swear to you he was looking at me straight into the eye and smiling at me..i was expecting a lousy handshake from him but it wasnt..his handshake was firm and strong..i mean even his handshake is "hot"..i was already dead by that time..david touched my hand..woohoo..bluek =P.After that i went out..i realized that i was still holding the note i was supposed to pass to him..how stupid of me..i guess everything just stopped when i was in front of him..

my autographed lyrics booklet

Met up with jess and wei hong after that..i passed the note to serena to pass it to david..i hope she remembers..
walked out through the elephant walk..this crazy wei hong kept singing davids song but he changed the lyrics to his own version..already panting still want to sing..haih..then when we were at the entrance gate of the elephant walk..there were a bunch of crazy fan girls outside waiting for david to come out..i think they didnt get to enter the showcase since the gates were closed at 2..they asked jess some questions about david and whether did she get his autograph..she said i didnt..but she did..then she looked at me and pointed at me..then suddenly 15 pairs of eager eyes were looking at me as if they were waiting to pounce on me..i was crowded by them..they kept asking is david cute..and bla bla bla..they were begging me to show them the autograph so i had to agree..i took it out and they started screaming..omg..your so lucky..how did you get it..can i take a picture of it..i said sure..i bet you they will claim it as theirs and show it off to other people..those 2 bitches behind was singing..laughing and mocking me..grr..one girl said i feel like snatching this away from you now..i was like hahaha..no way and i quickly put it back to my bag and ciao..thanks to this miss jesslyn over here for exposing me..

Walked to sunway pyramid after that to eat dinner..since this jesslyn didnt eat since morning..went to mcd..she was so hungry she finished most of the fries..lol..walked around after that..

candid

view of sunway lagoon at night

Went back home after that..

One of the few things i regret was not joining the pre showcase fan gathering..i thought it was just a waste of time..but it backfired on me..david gave a surprise visit..all the fans got his autograph..personal pic with him and they get to chit chat with him for a bit..and another thing is i should have gave him some scrapbook or something so he would remember his trip here..and i should have stayed back at the amphitheatre..he came out and came to the seating area and took a group pic with the fans there..sigh..well..nothing can be done now..

After tomorrow..it would be a week since the showcase..it felt like it happened just yesterday..time flies really fast..i miss entering contest to win the tics..i miss waiting for david to come..although it was fustrating but it was kinda fun..i miss the anticipation..now theres nothing to look forward to now..i miss david alot..i miss everything that happened on april 11 =(

Bye david..come back real soon..

We're gonna miss you alot!